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Friday, July 17, 2009
Don't Worry...Be Happy...

And Now...I want to stay young na lang again LOL.

Life must really hate me. I've been really busy lately. I'm trying to help my cousins from their school needs especially Renz now that he's in college already. My expenses are skyrocketing LOL. I can't hardly keep up.

I want to hangout and have time for myself but I couldn't because I have so much responsibilities. I can't just turn my back from all of it. It would be difficult later kasi. How I wish life was as simple as when I was still young. Now I know how hard it is to become an adult. When I was still in school, I always wanted to grow up fast. I wanted to do things without any restrictions from parents. I wanted to be independent and try new exciting things. I did all those naman but the other side of it - the ugly part - the responsibilities - that's a different story. I hate responsibilities but I also know that I have to do it and be able to handle it because that's what life is all about. I used to think I'm doing a pretty good job but there are times talaga na I feel downright disappointed at myself for not making the right decisions, not doing the right thing or not being able to handle my finances better.

Anyway, my "thinky" died out on me. After 5 long years with 20+ folders, 500 pictures from family and friends, 40+ bookmarks/rss feed that I don't remember anymore, maybe 30+ e-books, 2 videos and 600 music files - iniwan na niya ako. I'm so sad because it was one of my most prized possession. I always bring it with me wherever I go. Nakarating na yon from North to South. I rely on it most of the time because it keeps me updated and organized. I do everything there from planning, researching and blogging. It sucks!

Now, I'm using Don's laptop or Daren's laptop if they're not using it. I can't go online 24/7 na rin. I want to buy a new one and I know I can do that but with my expenses skyrocketing this month or in the coming months pa, I might not be able to afford it. I need to decide kasi which is more important - having my own thinky again or helping out my cousins.

I'll just think positive na lang for now. Hopefully someone in my family will buy me a new one LOL. I'm crossing my fingers - wishful thinking - im counting the stars and wishing every 11:11 lol.

We also have a visitor here sa house. My cousin and her hubby from my dad's side of the family are staying with us. They're okay. They're nice. I got the chance to get to know them since I'm not really that close to my father's side. Just a couple of days ago, she lost her 2nd child (well it was 5 weeks pa lang naman sa tummy niya). She's having problems kasi in getting pregnant because she's already 37. I am hoping na God will grant her and her husband a baby someday. She deserves it naman. She'll be a good mom.

I also found out that my aunt (again at my father's side), the one that I'm not fond of, is 7 months pregnant. It shouldn't be a big deal but she's the type of woman who thinks na DSWD ang tatay ko. She'll ask for money and the old paawa effect...

Good thing Tita Rose and the rest of the family have a back up plan. Papa is with her right now. Too far away for my aunt to reach. He'll be staying there for 2 months maybe...

BELATED HAPPY BURPDAY TO Clarence and KC... (sorry I didn't make it)

BELATED HAPPY BURPDAY TO TITA TET as well in New Jersey.

And CONDOLENCE to Daren's family. His dad died a couple of weeks ago. He's a family since he married Hana last year. Condolence buddy.

GET WELL SOON JON....

I.Am.In.My.Dollhouse posted at 5:31 PM