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Thursday, April 29, 2010It's been 103 days since I lost interest in blogging. My last blog entry was made 90 days ago and at that time I forced myself to write something for a dear friend of mine who died 103 days ago.
One of the reasons why I stopped blogging for quite sometime was the fact that my "thinky" died out on me last year. I had to use my phone and relatives laptop/desktop to finish my work. Another reason was because I lost someone dear to me this year. I didn't know why I suddenly lost interest in blogging my life. I just want to spend my time with the people that I really love. Life is fast. It's unpredictable. I just want some "breathing moment."
Also, it kind of make me sad that she's gone because she used to read my blog entries all the time. I know that I won't be seeing her in my view page anymore but I know she's watching in heaven for everybody she loves.
To start of my so-called time away in blogging, I spent most of my time with cousins. I did my usual routines and was able to finished everything in good faith. I became more cautious with my father's health problems and we were back and forth in Perpetual Hospital for his regular check up with Dr.Luna. Fortunately, he is okay and healthy.
I've also been trying to improve my relationship with God by praying the rosary every single day. It was one of my new year resolutions. I've been doing that for a couple of months now and I haven't missed a beat so far. Mostly, I pray for forgiveness, protection, guidance and blessings. I always mention my friend's soul, my mom and tatay's soul to be at peace. Good health for family and friends. I'm getting use to that kind of routine. I figured... may 24hrs sa isang araw, why not spend 20 minutes in praying everyday. It's not a bad deal or a waste of time. Besides, I'm used to that kind of routine since my high school days at St.Paul College where we had to pray every single weekdays 3x (before our first class, before lunch and before going home). I really recommend this to my friends and family kahit na ano pa ang religion nila. Spend 20 minutes with God everyday. It helps. It really helps.
Then I also spend quality time with cousins a few weeks ago in Canossa just to unwind. It's something that I always need but haven't got the time to do it or the company to be with. It de-stressed me from a lot of things that's why mas happy na ako now. Lalo na after Chie got me "patch" - my new love hehehe. Thanks so much cuz. It's hard because with everything that I had to sacrifice last year financially and materially - ito yung something na pwede kong mabili but I sacrificed that "luho" for something or someone na mas important. It's a good gift. I consider it as a blessing from above through my cousin's generous heart. LOL
I was so excited about it that I tweaked everything the night I got it. THANK YOU. MUCH LOVE Chie.
It's definitely one of the reasons why I got inspired again na magblog. Losing a friend, dogs, thinky - so much to comprehend pero God always comes through no matter what talaga.
I don't want to consider myself na religious na but this year made me appreciate everything more and it greatly improved my relationship with him.
The summer is not over yet. The election is 10 days na lang ata or less and Kim's 18th birthday is 9 days to go. Mommy and Daddy are here in pinas. Life is good. Hopefully, I can make things even more special for those that I love.
I'm definitely back.
I.Am.In.My.Dollhouse posted at 9:19 PM
